9 - The Riots
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Rah-Rah! Ruh-Rahrah!
Rah-Rah! Ruh-Rahrah!
What was going on? Who were these people, and
what did they want? How, and why, had they gathered so quickly? Up until
now, Deah had barely been aware of the newly minted town that surrounded
the Othwol Institute but now it was there and alive with an overt
hostility.
Nervously she changed into her dress uniform
and headed back to the main body of the school, unsure as to what she might
find when she arrived.
-----
The corridors were packed with people. It seemed
nearly every local student had not only parents in attendance, but also
grandparents, aunts and uncles, and siblings. And all of them were
renSimes.
Betta's parents reported that the crowd was so
heavy that they'd had to wait in line for an hour, then prove their relationship
to Betta to get in. Sorel's parents, who were Gens and expected to arrive
from out-Territory by train early that morning, had yet to turn up and were
presumed to be waiting in line amongst the renSimes, or stuck at the train
station. Deah hoped it was the latter, because even inside the school the
ambient was threatening.
Having been raised in a village near a Householding,
Deah had never been exposed to more than a handful of semi-juncts at any
one time before this. Most of the renSimes she could zlin were not like anyone
she had ever zlinned before. They were harder. More brutal.
She tried her best to hide her concerns, because
the last thing this crowd needed was to be fed negative emotions by her potent
channel's nager. She could tell her friends were doing the same, and wondered
if their coverup was good enough. She wasn't about to zlin them deeply to
find out, not with the ambient in this state.
-----
On stage in the lecture hall chosen for the Parents'
Day Presentation, a number of chairs had been arranged and a lectern set
up. The chairs were intended to contain members of staff, as well as prominent
students and their parents who were part of the presentation. Deah could
see Mepig there now, holding what appeared to be an intense discussion with
Kitty Katki and City Controller Jaingk. No, scratch that. They were doing
their best to disguise it, but it was a furious argument. Probably about
where Arat could be, she thought.
Sorrel and Betta were sitting near the far end
of the lecture hall. Deah moved in their direction, but found herself intercepted
by a harried Doem who directed her toward the center of the hall instead.
"For crowd control," he said briefly. "We need
to be evenly spaced. In case of emergency watch me for direction."
Deah wondered why Doem thought they would need
crowd control. Could it really come to that? She noticed that all of the
teachers seemed unusually tense. In the time it took her to wend her way
into the center of the lecture hall, the argument on stage had escalated
to wild gesticulations and words loud enough to be heard faintly over the
general rumble of the audience. More than a few of the audience were zlinning
with great interest.
Deah discovered Jeniard sitting near where she
had been directed. His parents were there too. He introduced Dr. and Mrs.
Chartas politely, but she could tell that he was distracted and worried.
About Arat, she thought, trying to squash
her dread of what they'd done.
"Let's put our parents between us," said Jeniard,
"so we're somewhat spaced apart. I think we're meant to anchor the room."
Deah zlinned the restlessness of the renSimes
surrounding them and wondered how good an idea it was to have Jeniard's parents,
who were conspicuous for their Gen-ness, there at all. But that was really
up to Jeniard, wasn't it?
"All right," she said, struggling to remember
what they'd learned of crowd control in Doem's class. It hadn't been a major
subject, and she certainly hadn't expected her limited book-knowledge of
it to be put to the test so soon.
"If only Arat were here," fretted Jeniard. "Crowd
control is what he does."
"Erm," said Deah uncomfortably. Luckily he was
too distracted to zlin her very closely, and she moved down several seats
to put his parents between them.
She saw Jeniard's mother put a hand on her son's
shoulder. "We're sorry, honey," she said kindly. "We were so looking forward
to meeting your friend."
"He said he'd be here," said Jeniard. He seemed
deeply hurt by Arat's apparent betrayal.
"Well, son," said his father kindly, "Maybe something
came up, and he was unavoidably detained."
Jeniard bowed his head briefly. Then, he raised
it again, his face older, harder. "No. There's no use in pretending. He had
what he thought were good reasons for not cooperating. I thought I had talked
him into it, and he had sworn to Teb and the other teachers that he'd do
his part, but...." He gestured helplessly. "He knew what the stakes were,
and he made his choice."
Deah was troubled by their disappointment. She
already had a bad feeling about what they'd done; seeing other people hurt
by it only deepened her feelings of guilt and dread.
Jeniard was very sensitive. If he'd made a serious
attempt at it, he might have zlinned what she was really feeling through
her best shield and despite all the ambient noise. However, he had no reason
to think she had anything to do with Arat's disappearance. He hardly seemed
to notice she was there after their initial exchange.
-----
By now, Mepig had left the stage. Deah wondered
if he had been sent to try to find Arat himself. Mepig's father was there
though, and several other parents had arrived on stage as well. The featured
students and parents were being seated in little groups on the stage, obviously
intended to show harmony and togetherness. All of the major Sime Territories
were represented, and there was a good spread of wealthy and poor too. There
were even a pair of Gen parents, though Deah didn't recognize whose. It was
one of the Donor students no doubt.
Despite their careful physical spacing, those
on stage huddled nagerically in a knot, United in more than simply being
associated with the school. There was a definite sense of them-against-the-world
zlinnable even at this distance. Well, faced with this crowd it had to be
expected. Still it didn't look too good.
And now Deah's parents came working their way
through the room. They didn't seem quite so ridiculous now as they had the
last time she'd zlinned them; at least they were cheerful and normal, instead
of ready for a fight like half the renSimes already stuffed into the place.
"Yoohoo!" Hilma called out they neared. The people
nearby her winced and clapped their hands over their ears. "Deah darling,
we made it!"
"My, that's quite a crowd that's gathered here,"
boomed Rudge equally loudly. "It took us fifteen minutes just to get across
the building!"
Strike that. They were exactly as ridiculous
as before.
Suppressing a strong urge to simply slip away
pretending she hadn't heard them, Deah resignedly waved them over and showed
them the seats she'd saved. They slid in between her and Jeniard's parents.
"Oh my," twittered Deah's mother as she examined
Dr. and Mrs. Chartas. "Gens! Who would have thought! Rudge darling, look."
"You must be very brave," said Deah's father
to Jeniard's.
Jeniard's parents looked like they didn't quite
know how to respond, and who could blame them? With a sigh, Deah made the
introductions.
"This is my friend Jeniard Chartas. He's in a
lot of my classes. And those are his parents. These are -" she couldn't quite
make herself say my parents - "Rudge and Hilma."
"So pleased to meet you," gushed Deah's mother,
"And what do you do? I hear Gens don't donate selyn at all outside of the
Territories
certainly you must do something to survive?"
"Honestly, darling, you make it sound as if they
still gather nuts and berries," said Rudge.
"Haha," said Dr. Chartas, being an awfully good
sport about all of this in Deah's opinion. "Well, I am a family physician
and Jessica is a midwife."
Seeing the confusion this reply produced, Jeniard
interjected. "They're doctors," he said flatly.
"Doctors? My, how impressive." Deah's mother
actually seemed more amused and condescending than impressed. And she was
making no effort to hide it. Deah zlinned her mother in dismay.
"Mother!" she hissed.
Her mother brushed her off. "Not now, dear, I'm
talking to the nice man."
Dr. Chartas smiled patiently. "I realize the
doctor's profession is not esteemed in Sime Territory. But a channel is the
nearest equivalent to a doctor in your Territory, so really we feel as if
Jeniard is following in our footsteps."
Jeniard's mother beamed and nodded supportively.
Jeniard's own face was frozen, his nager walled.
Deah knew how sensitive he was about having not been Gen, and wondered if
his parents knew.
"Oh, it was such a surprise when ours turned
channel too. We adopted Deah from the Pen system, didn't we Rudge darling?"
Deah's mother's voice and nager were smug. It was as if Deah was an animal
trained to do amazing tricks, rather than their child! Deah shoved the
disquieting thought aside as uncharitable, but she couldn't deny what she'd
zlinned in that moment. It wasn't parently love, but pride in accomplishment.
"Who would have thought," continued her mother
fondly, "when she was wetting-"
"It's no big deal, mom," Deah muttered. "Can
we change the subject?"
"Now now," said her father, patting her shoulder.
"There's nothing wrong with being born to Gen parents. Why, everybody learns
so fast in First Year that by the end of a few months you will have caught
up to everyone else and no one will ever have to know."
Oh god, thought Deah. Did he just say
that in front of them?
She cast an apologetic glance and zlin at Jeniard
to see if he was offended. He had an odd expression on his face. It was
almost
oh no, now it was there in his nager. Pity. Here was the fattest,
dumpiest, messiest, dopiest kid in school, whose sense of self-worth and
self-identity were so messed up he was literally risking killing himself
by accident simply by being who he was, and he was actually pitying
her because her parents were so incredibly lame.
"I don't think dad meant that quite the way it
sounded," mumbled Deah, feeling her ears burn. Jeniard's parents looked stricken
nonetheless. Her father's comment had probably won Jeniard weeks of anxious
letters about his grades and whether he was happy at New Othwol. Jeniard
sure wasn't going to thank her for that!
-----
On stage, things were looking grim. Mepig had
returned, without Arat of course. Three extra chairs had been carried away
leaving the stage ready for the presentation. The people on stage, however,
didn't look ready at all, unless you counted ready to flee the scene.
The presentation had been very carefully planned
out. There were to be speeches by school and Sime Center administrators,
demonstrations of students taking donations and giving transfers, and uplifting
promises about the new directions the school, New Othwol, and the Tecton
in general were going in. It was, in essence, a demonstration of how wonderful
the Tecton was, and an opportunity for the parents to take home stories that
would raise the morale of their home communities. When Deah had first heard
the details of what the presentation's content would be, she'd felt a twinge
of irrational jealousy. A presentation like this should have been given to
her and her classmates when they first arrived, instead of them getting dumped
on a construction site and left to the tender care of Pico Waik!
However, now it looked like even the parents
wouldn't be getting the Parent's Day Presentation.
As Controller Jaingk stepped up to the lectern,
there was a sudden roar from outside, loud enough to be heard over all of
the people indoors. Immediately everybody in the hall was on alert, making
the ambient electric. Deah's hair prickled as if standing on end, and a chill
ran down her spine.
This is not good. This is very not good,
her instincts told her, even as she half-glanced behind her to see if the
path farther back into the school was clear. Not really. The hall was packed.
A couple of students scrambled to secure the
doors to the hall on the side nearest the outer wall of the building, but
they were too late. Several parents had gotten there first, and flung them
open, letting in blue light from outside and merging with a loud and agitated
crowd packing the corridor that fed the lecture hall on that side. Deah realized
that the noise had increased the first time because the glass doors to the
outside had been opened as well, and those people in the corridor were people
who should have been outside the building.
She could hear the chanting - Rah-rah!
Ruh-rahrah! - and the groaning of the construction barricades beyond
the crowd; obviously those had been breached at at least one point. And there
was a smell of smoke in the air - why could she smell smoke?
Now Deah couldn't deny she was scared. Her heart
was hammering and adrenaline and augmented selyn levels were coursing through
her, readying her to fight or flee. She caught Jeniard's eye and he looked
white-faced and tight-lipped, though she could make out nothing of his nager
in the mess the ambient had become. That was when she realized how much trouble
they were really in. If she couldn't zlin him, and he couldn't zlin her,
how much influence could they possibly be having on the crowd? In fact, whose
insane idea had it been to have untrained students in charge of crowd control
in the first place?
And then, suddenly, the answer came, when a bunch
of people indoors started taking up the chant too. Once Deah could hear the
words, she wished she couldn't.
Audnes! Forever!
Audnes! Forever!
It was Arat they were after.
-----
Now she knew why it had been so important that
Arat appear at this presentation, that he stay in line and do as the
administration asked. These people were supporters of Arat's parents, and
they had to be shown that Arat was alive and well and cooperating with the
Tecton presence here. And though she'd never seen him use it with deliberate
intent, Deah had felt Arat's instinctive cohesive effect on crowds. They
had probably been counting on Arat's strength and influence to keep the
hand-picked crowd of relatives inside the lecture hall calm, instead of spilling
out into the streets to ignite the more deadly crowd outside.
His parents had used their Audnes influence to
lead just such mobs to attack the Tecton three times in Arat's lifetime.
The Tecton had to bring him to heel and get him to exert his inherited influence
on its own behalf instead... or else.
Come to think of it, she couldn't see anyone
else of Arat's people besides Jeniard and Mepig here, and she knew for a
fact there'd been a lot of them supposed to be helping with the presentation.
Was it possible that there had been students actually prepped and trained
for crowd control, who had failed to show up or slipped away when Arat didn't
show? Had Deah been pressed into service at the last minute as an emergency
stop-gap? Even with her lack of training, her imperviousness to nageric shock
made her a better anchor than many would be.
But this wasn't going to work. This crowd was
out of control.
"We have to get them out of here," yelled Jeniard,
shouldering close to her.
He meant his parents. Deah wholeheartedly agreed.
"Come on!" she yelled at her own parents, grabbing
her mother by a trailing handling-tentacle to get her attention. Two channels
couldn't protect two Gens against this many people, and Rudge and Hilma were
nonjuncts changed over before the wars. They'd had a lot of Householding
contact and had lived through sieges, battles, and selyn riots too. Regardless
of how much of an embarrassment to her they were personally, they were about
the best renSimes to have with them in trying to get out of here, short of
trained Tecton personnel or soldiers.
And, being perfectly healthy renSimes, they
instinctively grasped the necessity of protecting some of the only available
Gens. There was no argument or brushing her off this time. As a group, the
two families formed a tight nagerically intersecting bunch and began forging
their way toward the lecture hall's inner doors.
Deah never saw what was happening on stage now
or if Doem tried to give her any instruction.
-----
If anything, the situation out in the corridors
of the school was worse. Deah was practically in shock, retaining the desire
to keep hustling along until they found a safer place to be, but unable to
believe what was happening around her.
"The cellars," said Jeniard.
Deah felt a wave of claustrophobia at the very
idea of being below ground where she couldn't zlin what was coming.
"The dorms," she said, even as Jeniard's parents'
nagers registered their siding with Jeniard. Of course. They were Gens. They
couldn't zlin anyway and their nagers would be hidden if they went underground.
"We should get as high up as possible, in a small
space that can be defended," said Hilma practically. "The dorms are perfect."
"Mine's on the third floor," said Deah.
They shoved past a struggling knot of renSimes,
and she realized they were fighting. She couldn't even zlin who they were.
She felt a sick horror, and tried to keep her nager as pristine as possible
but it was getting more and more difficult. Her parents were almost gleeful,
given in to augmentation mode and the excitement of the moment. Dangerous.
Very dangerous. Like predators intoxicated by the chase. Jeniard's parents
were remarkably restrained, their natural dignity helping to keep them from
panicking, but they were still feeling an increasingly urgent anxiety that
was getting perilously close to fear. Close enough to trigger an attack by
Simes.
"But if there's fire," began Jeniard.
"Here's the stairs," said Deah. "You go down
there. I'll take my parents up to my dorm room."
Resistance to separating passed through Jeniard's
nager, and then he saw the logic to what she was saying.
"All right."
And then the three Chartases were gone.
-----
Deah felt her instincts were correct; the farther
they got up the stairs the fewer people they encountered, and by the time
they reached her dorm room on the other side, things were eerily quiet.
She opened the door and they were exposed once
again to the rumble from outside. The room was filled with smoke, faint but
clearly visible. Nobody was inside.
"There's no lock on the door," said Rudge.
"Can we block it with something?" asked Hilma.
Deah cast her eyes about the room. "The extra
bed," she said.
The three of them grappled with the loose bed
frame, the one that had never yet been properly attached to the wall. They
managed to brace it against the door, but it seemed like precious little
defense against what they'd seen.
"I'll hold this in place," said Rudge. "You two
guard the window."
The window was still open from before. "Should
we close it?" asked Deah, as she and her mother approached it.
"No," decided Hilma. "Glass."
"OK," said Deah. The dangers of shattered glass
were far greater than the damage of being hit by a rock or something that
might fly in.
They looked out the window and could see only
a roiling mass of renSimes beyond the barriers, and zlin the savage ambient
around them. There was little differentiation between individuals or evidence
of their specific actions. The crowd was thinner now than it had been when
she'd looked out this window before; many of the people must have gravitated
toward the action on the other side of the school. Still, what was there
was ugly. It was like the murals of battles painted on the broken walls
where the Householding had once stood near her hometown.
"I never thought semi-juncts would be so
so angry," she said. "The people at home were never like that-were they?"
Deah's mother's eyes were blank; she was closer
to hyperconsciousness than duo and Deah almost thought she hadn't heard.
"These aren't semi-juncts, dear, they're juncts,"
she said, patting Deah's hand.
"
what?"
"Unrepentant," explained her father from across
the room. "Hardened juncts who have never learned to see Gens as people too.
They don't have any guilt. That's why they zlin differently from the folks
back home."
"But all juncts are semi-juncts now," Deah exclaimed.
"All of them."
"Don't be naïve, dear," said her mother.
"That's what they told you in children's school, but the real world isn't
that simple."
"The ones who've never dealt with Gens in day-to-day
life could hardly have learned so see them as people on their own, regardless
of how many channel's transfers they have to get," said Rudge.
"The only answer is for the Tecton to brainwash
them," said Deah's mother. "That, and more Gens starting to live here, mixing
with the population. That should happen naturally as the free Gen population
gets larger."
"Then the Tecton will stop having to rely upon
the secret Pens," said Rudge. "Once and for all."
Ugh. It was the same kind of talk that
they spouted at their "secret meetings", only this time it actually made
an awful sort of sense. She'd always thought the 'secret Pens', old-time
Gen Pens supposedly run today by the Tecton itself, were a myth. But zlinning
what she zlinned now, it wasn't so hard to believe that these people killed
once a year, never saw Gens in day to day life, and had fully retained the
cruel and depraved mindset of the junct Sime.
"Once construction is complete and the Tecton
is fully staffed here, they can step up programs to educate the people,"
said Deah's mother. "To convince them emotionally that killing Gens
is wrong."
And then they'll all die, thought Deah.
The Othwol Institute had done a good job of teaching her about what happened
to semi-juncts, those sad wretches who could not physically give up the kill,
but who knew that killing other people was the worst sin one could ever commit.
"They never told us," she said. "About the juncts."
Even as she said it though, she knew why: it was because most of the students
already understood. They were from here. They had grown up with the knowledge.
And Jeniard had tried to tell her, when he'd talked about the massive support
Family Audnes had in the area. Even he, who wasn't from a Sime Territory
at all, knew better than she.
No wonder they don't want the Tecton here,
thought Deah. No wonder they're fighting. Who wants to be brainwashed?
Who wants their kids to hate them for being the way they think Simes were
meant to be?
Her whole world felt turned upside down. She
sat down on her bed with a thump, not knowing what else to do.
"Oh, honey," said her mother, a touch of sympathy
in her nager. "I'm sure they will explain everything in time. You're still
so young."
Deah wanted to apologize to her parents for hating
their behavior earlier. It seemed so harmless now. Especially when she thought
of what it must have been like to decide to adopt a drugged, drooling pre-Gen
from a Pen instead of having their own, pre-Sime child. They'd been born
well before Unity. If they hadn't both been non-junct - quite rare in
those days - and met one another while visiting a Householding, she probably
never would have been adopted. How could she complain about their motivations?
And as clueless as they were socially, her parents had lived through the
Unity war and the intervening years. They knew war and chaos and they knew
more about people than Deah, for all her ability to zlin deeply, could yet
comprehend. The future was suddenly very uncertain, the solidity of the Tecton's
presence here suddenly very tenuous. If the buildings were burned down, if
the mob sought out and attacked the Tecton uniforms, if she became separated
from her parents and could not find them again, perhaps never saw them again....
"Give her the present, Rudge, darling," said
Hilma.
"I almost forgot about it," said her father.
He produced a small cardboard box wrapped in kraft paper and tied with twine.
"I didn't think we'd be giving this to you under quite these circumstances,"
he said with a rueful little chuckle. "But we brought this for you. We knew
how much you liked them. It seems a little thing now, but
well go on,
take it."
Her parents smiled at Deah as she took the box
numbly and unwrapped it, then stared at is contents in disbelief. It was
the black fighting-stallion, #1, the completion of her horse collection.
"Mother... father... I... don't know what to
say."
Her mother leaned forward and hugged her. "We
love you, honey. Good luck in your studies
we know you'll be able to
overcome it all. We know you will."
It was so surreal. Her whole world was shattered,
her school beset by rioters, and things were burning. And yet here they were
giving her a china horse and acting as if she'd be back to school tomorrow.
She traced the black stallion's outline with
her finger, just as she'd spent the last years tracing its outline in the
catalog. Then she looked up at the others on the shelf.
All throughout her childhood she had begged her
parents to buy these for her, but they never had. She had no choice but to
save her own pennies, her allowance, and slowly purchase the horses one per
year. It had taken enormous willpower for a young child who had other loves
as well.
But since unwrapping the collection upon arriving
at Othwol, she hadn't given the horses a second thought. She could have purchased
#1: Thoroughbred Stallion for herself weeks ago, but she had forgotten all
about it.
It was the most powerful indication yet of how
much she had changed in her short time at New Othwol. This present was for
the child-Deah her parents had raised, and that person no longer existed
in the world.